You know, a lot of quotes go around that carry the sentiment of “if things don’t go your way it wasn’t meant to be” or “God has something better in store for you” or the like. And I totally get it—I realize that these quotes bring relief from disappointment and heartbreak for many, and that’s a very good thing. But at this point in our Awareness aren’t we ready for the Truth? Because the Truth is that You are God, and God wants what You want because there is no separation.
And that desire you had that wasn’t fulfilled? Well, there are infinite versions of reality, many in which that desire was and is actualized, so to say that “it wasn’t good for you” doesn’t make sense, because for every version of reality in which it wasn’t good for you there are those in which it was—and still is—very, very good for you. How can you tell if something’s good for you? If the thought of having it feels good. Period.
The bottom line is that we can experience precisely what we want in physical reality. Any idea that is available to us in the thought plane is equally available in physical reality. Because physical reality is nothing more than an extension of our own Consciousness, a reflection of those ideas filtered through our own individual belief systems. Every last thing we experience in physical reality is *only* a product of our own individual focus as filtered through our own individual belief systems.
So what does that mean in relationship to unfulfilled desires? Well, that means that the *only* possible reason a desire goes unfulfilled is because we and we alone have limiting beliefs that are preventing that experience. And the GREAT news is we have the ability to change our beliefs so that we CAN experience EXACTLY what we prefer.
I promise you with every fiber of my Being that this is True. And I work every day to release my own limiting beliefs because I Know this is True, and beyond the “stuff” I desire, I want nothing more in Life than to Live my Freedom and to Be my Truth…and to share it with others on occasion.
Long story short: There is a fine line between making peace with what-is and settling for less than you have every right and ability to experience in Life. The next time physical reality shows you the absence of something you really, really desire, recognize that it is not because the desire was unworthy of being fulfilled because no desire of the heart is unworthy of being fulfilled (and you know if it’s a desire of the heart if the thought of having it feels good. Period.); understand that when you are experiencing the absence of your desire, physical reality is only telling you that you have one or more limiting beliefs standing in the way of you having the desire. Period.
And from that point, you have the option of finding and releasing the limiting belief(s) so that you may fulfill your desire—or not. It’s entirely up to you. It’s not that you *have* to do anything about it, but please Know that you do have a choice, and Know that the choice of whether or not to fulfill that desire is Yours and Yours alone to make. Always. Every single time.
Tresa Rae ♥ betterfeelingthought.com
A couple of nice manifestations I lined myself up with:
1. Even though I know that my reality is shaped by my vibration, regardless of what’s happening in the world “out there” and so have VERY little interest in politics, I still had a preference in terms of who became president and I’m happy to report that I aligned with my preference in this matter!
2. The issues I was facing with the IRS that I wrote about last week have been resolved! And much quicker, easier, and less invasively than I was told (by one of their reps) it was going to be! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, the past couple of days have given me lots to ponder, and as usual those events have brought me to a higher place of appreciation and understanding of my journey.
My fur sister Peggy Sue had to be put to sleep the day before yesterday, and my car “died” on the same day. I had written about my reaction to the first event in the Law of Attraction Results Group on Facebook (as well as here), and someone had commented that perhaps Peggy making her transition represented something I, myself needed to release.
In the moment of reading the comment, I felt that it represented releasing a general belief that I don’t have control over certain aspects of my reality experience, because, in the case of her illness not improving, I thought that I could’ve aligned with a different version of that experience had my belief that my parents’ beliefs had more impact on that outcome been different (and I still do).
And then later that day, my car died. LOL
And after a nice, long walk to and from the store to get some things that couldn’t wait until the car was fixed, I revisited the idea of releasing and thought maybe I hadn’t found my answer just yet. I mean, I may be a little slow at first, but the Universe usually only has to hit me over the head a couple of times before I finally get that it’s trying to tell me something.
And speaking of messages from the Universe, the day before the Universe (lovingly) shouted these events at me, I had posted on my FB status that I had seen 11:33, and that I had seen 11:11 earlier that day.
I’ve never really looked into the meaning of the numbers before, and see sequences like this all the time, I just take them as signs of my alignment in general and feel good about that; but as often as I share those sequences on FB as I see them, I find it interesting that on that particular day, a dear friend shared the interpretation as given by Doreen Virtue in her book Angel Numbers 101:
“# 11: Stay positive! Your thoughts are materializing rapidly, so you want to ensure positive outcomes by focusing only on the good within yourself, others, and this situation. # 33 You are strong and clear connection with one or more ascended masters, who have answered your call and your prayers. Keep talking to them, as they’re helping you with your present situation.”
So that made me feel even more excited about all the “work” I’ve been doing to align with my two million dollar manifestation, as well as others; but then the next day, when those two pretty big and pretty contrasty events took place, it reminded me that the message was true for not only the positive thoughts/beliefs I hold, but the negative ones as well.
That’s the beauty of the Law of Attraction, it’s undeniably fair in that it works whether we want it to or not. LOL
So going back to that day of the big events, I saw 11:44 after everything had happened. I already knew all too well what the 11 meant, so I looked up the number 44 and it said that many Angels are with me now, are giving me extra love and support, and to ask them for help with anything that needs it.
I thought it was pretty uncanny to get this message right after I had experienced those unwanted events.
And it also brought me back to the money contrast I’ve been experiencing this past couple of years and all that “work” I’ve been doing to change my vibration around money and let it back into my life (not to mention lots more of it).
And I realized in all the releasing and visualizing and everything else I had been doing, the one thing I hadn’t yet been able to do, was to just let it go.
So I did. After asking the Angels to help my mom and (moreso) my dad with their loss, I handed all my financial related concerns and desires over to them.
I always write these lists of what I want/need and you know, I literally need hundreds of thousands of dollars to get just to square one in terms of a very basic level of material comfort and security.
And given that I only “make” a few hundred a week, although I write these lists all the time to well, perhaps satisfy a mild case of OCD, but also to invoke a feeling of having the money, I realized just how overwhelmed looking at all these debts and expenses and unfulfilled wants was making me feel.
Which also helped me realize that, although I know and really do believe generally speaking that all versions of reality exist and we can align with which ever version we choose, that belief isn’t yet grounded enough in me to where I can fully trust that to be true for *me,* hence the continued lack I experience in my daily life.
But that’s what’s cool about turning this request over to the Angels, because before I got into metaphysics and the Law of Attraction material, I was a Christian (not that the two need to be exclusive, it just happened to turn out that way for me), and it brought to mind the fact that some of my biggest manifestations to date occurred before I even knew what a manifestation was; and they came about by having faith, by giving those requests over to God/Jesus and *trusting* that They would deliver. And They did.
So after I got that message and decided to let the Angels take care of my finances from now on, and I can’t express how much relief I’ve felt as a result of it. Yes, I did give in to my compulsion to make out yet another list, but this time I did it “Place Mat Process” style: for those not familiar, this is a process popularized by Abraham-Hicks, in which you write out a list of things you’re going to take care of on one side of the paper, and on the other side the things you’re delegating to the Universe/Angels/Jesus…whatever you like to call that Higher Dimensional aspect of yourself.
And that felt so freeing, I mean I literally could feel the weight of those things I can’t physically “make” the money to take care of lifting off of me and it’s just an amazing feeling.
And this is also turning out to be great for disrupting worrisome thought patterns around pressing bills, accounts facing closure, etc.: As soon as my mind goes to those things, I just tell myself “The Angels are handling that,” and, well, I believe myself and I am instantly able to change my focus as a result.
I absolutely believe that our beliefs create our physical reality, and the cool thing about that is, it doesn’t matter what or Who you believe in; so in my case, I’m at a place in my journey where I’m still insecure in my own ability to line up with what I want, even though intellectually I know full well that I am able to do so. But, I do believe in Angels/Higher Dimensional Aspects of Ourselves, and their ability and absolute willingness to intercede when our physical selves need their assistance, and I’m truly grateful for that.
I’m also grateful for the friends and events that have brought me to this new, greater place of peace, ease, and expectancy in terms of my financial desires and really, everything in general.
I feel great about everything that’s happened over the last few days and, before I go, I’d like to share a couple of other (wanted) manifestations I received during this timing:
1. When my car died, it was doing some really freaky things with the needles on the controls in the dashboard, and my instant reaction was that it was some major electrical issue that was going to be very involved and expensive to fix. But, I stopped that thought right there, saying to myself, “Is that the version of reality I prefer to experience?” To which I answered “No,” LOL, and decided at that moment (while having absolutely no knowledge of car things and what the problem might really be) that it was just a loose wire or something and that it would be a very simple and cheap fix.
So my cousin came over the next day to look at it, and sure enough it was just bad connections on the battery that took him only a few minutes to fix. And, since he had those parts in his truck for forever (he said), the cost for the repair was: FREE!!!!
2. My fridge/freezer had all but stopped working a few weeks ago, with the freezer barely being able to keep ice frozen and only the bottom two compartments of the fridge being able to keep things at a reasonably cool temperature. Of course I didn’t have the money to call a repair person, so during this time I did some research on the internet and had discovered that it was likely a defrost timer, a pretty quick fix and a cheap part.
But I’m not so mechanically inclined and am especially sheepish when it comes to dealing with electrical wiring, so I waited to see if I could line up with the money to have it fixed by someone who knows what they’re doing.
As I was waiting (and not lining up), I found a Youtube where someone is fixing this part, and finally resigned myself to doing it on my own, so I ordered the part and it arrived the next day.
But, I didn’t have the tools myself to do the job, so asked my cousin to bring them when he came to look at the car.
Long story short, I got my wish in that a) the fridge was fixed for cheap ($16, and most of the repair companies I looked up charged around $80 and upwards just to diagnose the problem), and b) I didn’t have to do it myself, and c) I have a working fridge/freezer again! Yaaaay!!!!
And you know, as I was reading possible causes for the fridge problem, there were many options available, from the cheap and easy issue that it turned out to be, to a complicated and expensive motherboard issue that neither myself nor even my mechanically inclined cousin would’ve been able to fix.
But just as with the car issue, I determined for myself that the simple problem was all that it was…and so it turned out to be.
Now why I can’t parlay that certainty to the financial area of my life, well, that’s probably another (long) post in itself; but, the good news is, I don’t have to concern myself with that anymore, because my Angels are taking care of all that financial stuff for me.
Thanks for sharing my journey with me, I just love and appreciate you all so much I can’t say it enough! I love you! I love you! I love you! ♥
Just a quick update on my journey:
I allowed myself to temporarily feel the crunch of impending bills and expenses (not to mention my installment agreement w/the IRS precariously teetering on the edge of being cancelled unless I pay 2011 in full within the next week) and decided to revisit the idea of taking a more aggressive physical action approach, at least until I’m aligned enough with my two million dollars (or any portion of it) to experience the having of it in fully manifested physical form.
So I brainstormed some things that I could possibly do, and, as usual, the list left me with nothing that would solve the immediacy of my needs. So, also as usual, I arrived at the conclusion that there’s really nothing left to do at this point (aside from continuing to work the job I have for a fraction of the dollars that are needed) but to line up the energy and allow this freaking money in.
And to be honest, that felt like relief, because although I am doing the best I can working the job I no longer desire to work and have released about as much resistance to it as is possible, for me at least, I really don’t want to move from one not-preferred situation to another. That just doesn’t make sense to me, especially knowing what I know about energy and vibration.
So I decided to heed Abraham and my other favorite Teachers’ words around the subject, get back into the Vortex about it (which I am), and live to align another day.
I will say that these OOTV moments are becoming fewer and further between, not to mention miniscule in terms of their duration and severity, and I’m very thankful for that. I’m also thankful that I’m at a point where I absolutely know I can have anything I desire in the way I desire it, and that all amounts of money are equally and easily accessible once you line up with the idea of that amount, and that the only thing (person) that ever, ever, ever stands between me and the having of my desire is me.
In just a short time these ideas have gone from being not much more than lip service to automatic thought responses to the other, doubtful thoughts in my head. That progress is not lost on me by any means, and it in itself is a source of great relief and satisfaction for me, not to mention increased anticipation of my having of the actual desire, because I know that every day I’m lining up at least a little bit more, and that’s very, VERY exciting!
I think the only thing keeping me from experiencing it at this point is the perceived urgency of the portion of the two million dollars that is really needed right now, and the continued focus on not having it as a result. I mean, even as I write those words it gives me a sick feeling in my stomach, so there’s clearly something there that needs to be sorted out.
Well, of course there is, or else I’d have the money! LOL
But that’s one of the benefits of blogging this stuff out (aside from hopefully helping others come into alignment w/their own desires by offering my example of doing the same): As I write this I am noticing this pattern from month to month where the money becomes urgently needed and I start panicking as a result. It’s like I get to Yuma come the third week of every month and then I turn right back around and head back to Phoenix.
But, as I’ve said in other posts, I don’t want to go back to Phoenix anymore, lovely as it may be. I’m closer than ever to San Diego now and I can tell by the way I feel and think about my desire, which is more positively more of the time than ever before.
So as I near the end of this month I choose to continue my voyage to San Diego, while trusting that regardless of how long it takes me to get there that somehow things will work out with those “urgent” needs (I put that in quotes because I know that the urgency of those things is just a definition that I’ve created for them—and as such will be tapping on that as soon as I finish this post).
The good thing about lining up or “asking” for more than just barely enough, is that when I do line up with the money (and I will, and really, I am right now because even the not-having is part of that having journey) all those needs that went unmet every month and have piled up as a result will be wiped out in an instant and become a distant memory just about as quickly.
And the even better news about it all is that I don’t have to wait until I have the money to feel the sweet relief and freedom of that moment, I can have that right now. And so my friends, that is what I choose to do.
San Diego here I come!
Well I didn’t expect to write about my journey again so soon, because I’ve just been taking an easy and relaxed approach to this one. Plus, how many ways can you say “today I’m taking an easy and relaxed approach to manifesting two million dollars?”
Anyhoo, I decided to write today anyway, because I experienced a huge shift that I’m so excited to share with you all. And wouldn’t you know it, I have the IRS drama I wrote about yesterday to thank for it!
I don’t want to say that I’ve backed myself into a corner, because that’s not the energy I feel around this situation. But with the tax bill and other bills, repairs, etc. mounted up, it’s gotten to a point that there’s just no physical action way I can acquire enough money within the time I need it to take care of everything, at least not one that I’m aware of and/or am able to do. But, of course, I’m certainly open to inspiration and if that action idea comes to me I’m more than willing to take it!
In the meantime, and in light of the situation at hand, I came to the conclusion that I just have no other choice at this point but to allow this money into my life once and for all.
And I don’t mean by forcing my vibration into submission, because I know all too well that that just doesn’t work. What I mean is absolutely owning my Truths, that there is always a cooperative component to my desire, that there is no manifestation too “unrealistic,” no amount of money too large or out of reach, and that the only, only, ONLY reason I do not see this money yet is because I am not a vibrational match to having it—which means I don’t yet fully accept it as done.
But, thanks to my convo with one of the nice people at the IRS office (I mean that, seriously—with all the fear we are taught to have of this agency they have been nothing but kind and as accommodating as they possibly can be throughout this entire journey, and I’m truly grateful for that), I finally stepped up to the plate and shifted from mostly believing that the money is coming to accepting that it is already mine.
I can literally, physically feel that I’ve shifted to a new version of me, and I have to say it feels pretty freakin’ fantastic!!!
And here’s more proof: Today I was doing some research to refresh my memory on the current gift tax laws, and I re-learned that the current lifetime maximum tax free gift(s) one can give is in the neighborhood of $5 million dollars.
But unless congress acts fast, that maximum is going to be dropped to $1 million next year, and I found myself imagining how many wealthy people would be scrambling to use up some or all of their gift allotment this year. And then I thought how many of those people might not have close relatives or friends to offer their gifts to, and how they could very easily and synchronistically happen across my blog, find resonance with me and what I’m doing here, learn that I’m desiring to attract millions of dollars in gifts, one thing leads to another and suddenly I’m a very, VERRRY wealthy woman!!!
And then I briefly had to consider if I need to change the amount I’m focusing on, but I decided to keep it at two million for now, because a) I think there’s something to be said about staying focused on one goal rather than scattering one’s energy, and b) there’s no reason I can’t align with more once I get this first chunk, and c) even if the rest of my millions come after the law changes, I can just simply line up with enough to cover the *ahem* 55% gift tax beyond the one million dollars I’ll be able to give tax free.
The reason I’m even concerned with this at all is because it’s important for me to not only line up with the ease and comfort of having my own wealth, but to have enough to be able to share with my loved ones. I mean, I just can’t see myself enjoying my GIGANTIC home, luxurious vacations, and leisurely lifestyle while my parents are working themselves to death (literally) to scrape enough together for retirement, or while my brother and his wife struggle to send their girls to college when the time comes. Not to mention plenty of other extended family members and friends who could use some financial relief in their lives.
It just ain’t gonna happen.
And while I know their abundance can come to them in other ways, I figure my way, the way of understanding the Laws of the Universe and using that knowledge to line up with what I desire, is much easier and probably faster (and even more likely), so when I think of attracting my own abundance it just comes to mind as a sort of package deal. But I’m cool with and totally open to whatever works and whatever happens first.
So back to the shift: After I read about this and figured out how much extra I’d need to manifest to account for the gift tax and still give (and have) enough for me and my immediate family to be set for life (and others to have a considerable financial boost), I found myself automatically moving to read more about estate planning and taxation, and before I knew it I was researching and comparing Romney and Obama’s tax plans.
And then I realized, for the first time EVER, I’m thinking like a freakin’ rich person!!!!
God that was such an awesome realization!!! And such an out of character thing for (old) me to do, especially the last part, as quite honestly I’ve had no interest in this election (and little to none in any other) up until that moment.
Woo-hoo!!! One percent, here I come!!! LOL
You know, I joke about desiring to be in the one percent, and in a way that’s true, but the reality is there is no one percent. And the travesty of it all is that the ones that are creating and perpetuating that illusion are the ones that feel they are victims of it.
But that’s why I share my personal journey here; I figure as I align with my own desires I can help people understand that nothing is out of our reach, if we only believe that we can have it. And before we know it, the 1% will become the 100%, and physical reality will become a whole different ball game.
And I’m sooo ready to play!!!
As always, thanks for co-creating this magical, marvelous adventure with me, I Love you all sooooo much!!!
Since I started this journey I’ve been doing really good about ignoring what-is and reminding myself of my Truths around money: That there are no limitations in terms of how or how much money I can receive or how soon I can receive it; that this is a vibrational journey, not an action journey; that there is always, always, always a cooperative component to every desire, and so on.
And as a result I have been seeing some small increases in the money I’m earning at my job, and I also received a surprise $200 that I wrote about last week. So these Truths (beliefs) are starting to be reflected in my physical reality, and I couldn’t be more thrilled about that.
However, today I got some disturbing news about the installment agreement for my back taxes that I had defaulted on, as well as the amount I owe for 2011, and admittedly I temporarily allowed this news to suck me out of the Vortex.
But you know what’s so cool? Even as part of my mind was going into total panic mode, that feeling/thought process didn’t consume me. Because even as negative thoughts were racing around in my head about what is going to happen as a result of this situation, I kept hearing “Phoenix San Diego” ‘playing’ in the background.
And that made me laugh. And that gave me a little relief. And from there I was able to say to myself, “No, I don’t want to go back to Phoenix at this point, I’m too close to San Diego.”
And then I re-reminded myself of those aforementioned Truths about the nature of reality, and in a very short time I was able to soothe myself back into the Vortex. And it feels so good to be back!
Not only that, but I even feel a little excited about this seeming obstacle, because some other Truths I hold include that I’m always taken care of and things always, always, always work out for me; so rather than looking at this situation as a measure of the distance I am from my desire to have the money, I feel like it’s a sign of just how close I am to having it.
And I love that I am able to genuinely feel this way about it, not only because it feels better than worrying, but because it’s a huge shift in my perspective from even just a short while ago. And as we know, physical reality is just a reflection (or extension) of our perspective, and once the perspective changes, the reflection has to as well.
So I’m looking forward to seeing continued improvements in that reflection. In the meantime, I’m continuing to focus on being easy about it all, going general as needed, and allowing the law of attraction to work for me. Because it does anyway, so I might as well use it to experience what I prefer.
Makes sense, right?
Thanks for co-creating this exciting journey with me and for just being awesome in general.
I Love and appreciate you all immensely. ♥
Law of Attraction Results:
$200 just flowed into my life easily and joyfully (and unexpectedly). I am so appreciative of this evidence of my alignment and I Know that my two million dollars is right around the corner.
I am abundant! I am a money magnet! I am free!!!
RESULTS! OK So I’ve been intending and “Wouldn’t it be nice”-ing this for a little while, and wouldn’t you know it, I went to my local grocery store to discover that they now carry Daiya, the God of vegan cheese!!!
I have to say that even though I’d still prefer a big natural food store like Whole Foods in my local area for the variety and luxury of it all, I’m so appreciative of Publix and their efforts in keeping the main vegan/organic essentials stocked for me. Yes! Just for me!
And I appreciate Daiya for making it that much easier to be vegan!
And I appreciate me for desiring, believing, and after just a tiny bit of allowing, lining up with what I prefer. Yaaaay!
There’s not much change to report in my outer world, but I’m enjoying my inner world so much right now I really don’t mind that.
I love experiencing evidence that I’ve shifted in the way of my thoughts and feelings, especially in response to physical reality. For example, some time ago I saw an article about a guy who asked for one million dollars via Youtube and his website, and someone gave the money to him—or so I thought. I thought it was a fun piece of evidence that you get any and everything you ask for, so last night I went looking for articles about him and discovered that the whole thing was a hoax, he never really received the money.
But instead of old response of doubting my own desire (and the manifestation of it) and feeling hopeless and defeated, my instant mental response was “What an idiot, if he would’ve held out and believed he would’ve received that money.”
I love that! I especially love that it was an automatic response, rather than something that I had to talk myself into. Progress!!!
The other area in which I’m noticing a huge improvement is the feeling of pressure and urgency attached to, well, just about everything—every time I think of a goal, whether it pertains to money or not, I feel like I’m in a race against time to accomplish it, which is just not a very good feeling, not to mention very counterproductive.
But lately I’ve been much more relaxed around the projects that are in the works and find myself just going with the flow, doing the best I can, and trusting that that’s enough. And although some money goals do have a time limit (such as bills due or the fridge dying on me), I even feel greater ease around those; my new catch phrase is, “they’ll wait for me,” and it’s turning out to be true statement.
Everything always works out for me, and I’m so thankful that I’m finally at a point in my journey where I believe that.
I feel like the intensive EFT work I did the past couple of months to release limiting beliefs has paid off, which is particularly wonderful because, although I love the relief I get from EFT, there are many, many other ways I prefer spending my time than tapping like a mad woman. LOL
Now I’m at a place where whenever I think of my two million dollars, I get excited about having it like always, but it’s a purer easier excitement—no pressure, no worries about how or when, just total confidence that if I believe I will receive in the perfect way and at the perfect time.
So I’m loving my inner world right now, and I’m also loving that any time now that inner confidence and Knowing is going to be reflected in my outer world.
I’m also loving you, my Soul Family, and appreciate the abundance of Love, support, inspiration, and laughter that I receive from all of you. So thank you for that, truly. ♥
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